2011 10 16
I feel unhappy, because there are still alot that i havent tasted.I dont know what reason i could find to love him again.I wanna die. I dont want to see those pictures anymore. I wanna run into a cave,i wanna put a cloth infront
of me, I wanna totally leave this world, without to explain.I wanna find the one who really loves me.And Y, how could you said that? Those harmful words, like as if you have been hating me for years.Like you think im not a
human. What does the underground world like? Are there full of comnputer shining blue dim lights? Do you guoys always scold eachother as friendship? Do you guys all wear black? Do you guys feel cold, because you hav seen
so many cruelness? Are you guys still of tongues? Is it really difficult to earn money for yourself? And U, what have you experienced? How's the other world like? What am i like in your eyes? Are they all competitive? Y,do u
really think im stupid? Do you really want to spit on me?Is the world really different? Q,Im sorry, but you should be sorry too.You r so phlegmatic, u would never know how disappointed i was when i saw through you. I saw
your knife,which you tried to hide. There is no love but your complacence.
