It was like a disaster. She shouted at me ask if i am a peasant. The blood poured out in my mind, i just wanted a family, a real family with love. Which people would care about me, would be nice to me, and there are no plots or unfairness, there would be real heart, even if it was not so glamorous.
It was like a departure, she didnt relate to me anymore. Care about her own delusion, and laughing at my wounds.Living in her own life, without mine attached.
It was like a shock. I still couldnt figure out why she didnt like me. It was like a white knife suddenly slit the surface of my heart. Hurting it like a tiny thunder.She didnt like me, excluded me, pushed my hearts away. And her cold glare, as if I didnt belong to them. She wanted to keep distance from me, even if she saw my enthusiam, she stayed imperviously.
