Give me a break

    Lots of things happing...I need to think...
    I almost thought that I'm in love with Simon, I don't know. Maybe I am but, the words that Paul said last night made me wondering.
    Marry a friend but not a girlfriend.
    It's a totally new idea.
    But maybe he's right. Wife is a friend.
    We don't need a girlfriend or boyfriend. We need a wife or a husband.
    We think we are in love when we feel good in kissing or touching each other. But most of the time it's not means love. It's just passion.
    Will I still wanna with Simon if we never kiss or something?
    I don't know but maybe the situation would be different from now.
    God, Simon told me exactlly the different thing from this.
    Or all I need is to say 'fuck off' and leave them alone cause I'm too young to consider something as husband.
    Just get off my way.