面具

那厚厚的伪装下

                                 才最丑陋

                        我总觉得

                                 人活着总带着面具

                        活在自我欺骗的世界

                                 把一切都粉饰的如此完美

                        但何不放开想想

                                 生活是如此痛苦

                        严密的面具下

                                 呼吸都变的困难

                        我就戴了那虚伪的面具

                                 将顺从与微笑永远定格在面具上

                        却不在乎那泪水滑过脸旁

                                 总是一副无所谓

                        却总在深夜回忆起太多的无奈

                                 其实我很痛苦

                        心灵 身体 思想

                                 那经历的一切

                        事态变迁

                                 也许

                        他会懂吧

                                 呵呵

                         他比我还累吧