为你买他磁带的回忆中。那时的自己，对待一切都是那么的认真。

几千年相互交替的日夜，寂寞尘世一直上演重复的童话故事。当是一种得之幸福的红色，失之幽默的黑色。只是，红也好，黑也罢，一生中若干失去的，可能被证明为最难以忘却的。而一些真实的，存在的，反而可能会视而不见。一种悲哀。一种现实。

足足有十年未见面的你，深夜发来一条短讯息：“我在电视上偶然听到郑钧的歌声。让我深深的回到过去，为你买他磁带的回忆中。那时的自己，对待一切都是那么的认真。”

我恍若隔世。必须承认一点。倒带的时光一泻千里。你的善良，你的认真，鲜活呈现。若干年前那段干枯的岁月。那个令你痛不欲生的人，早也消失不见。惟有当时的悸动，还在心底交错环绕。把一种叫做“爱情”的东西，留在寂寞的红尘里。飘摇了多少季节的轮回。

在若干个需要感动的，有闲的日子里。呈现给彼此的，是平日里，毫无破绽的感情生活。也算是一种真。至少，也是一种过日子的方式。我们早学会，牵强的说一些无关的话题。在心里百转千回的真实。流出嘴边，依然是平静的湖水。没有涟漪。底层，却映出自己千沧百孔的灵魂。冷暖自知。

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