______dicksonLu___(原创2010.春.)//修改于2010.十月.初冬.
Did you know how difficult it was for my tears to cease?
Oh Mother Nature, did you not hear my desperate pleas?
They were all very special and important to me.
Why did you just watch me when I sobbed piteously?
I know this is part of life but it just hurts so much.
Give me one more day, so I can feel the warmth of their touch.
Please, I want to laugh and play with them, just one more day.
So I can show how much I care, they don't have to stay.
But who am I kidding, Mother Nature? This can't come true.
They are destined to cross that bridge and be together with you.
Why does one life end earlier than the other?
Why can't we just all go together?
But when I dig deeper, this love is more than what life is;
Perhaps life is short so we can build everlasting memories.
Those etched mementos I'd someday cherish and hold on to,
So I can look back and recall those days I spent with you.
You left a silent promise that someday we'll play again.
Time heals all wounds, in this journey I shall not hasten;
It will take me a while to be there, but with each beat of my heart
I know that you're alive and healthy somewhere, that's your spirit's art;
Sometimes I wonder if you've all been happy with me, as I was with all of you,
Ponder if all those happy memories we've shared were indeed true.
Then I see you all in my dreams, with eyes as bright as day;
Now I remember, little one, no need for words on what you wish to say.
One more time let me feel your breath fly across the vast sky's blue.
I know in the deep stillness of my heart, someday, forever, I can be with you.
附注:
这几个月,生活发生了巨大的变化,我是很久很久没在网上发表新的文字.
不知如何表达现在的心情.如果不是因为一首令我感动的音乐,恐怕也没时间登录这里......
真是很抱歉呀,那么长时间没去看望大家.请多多包涵....
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也许现实的无奈就是如此.人并不能随性地选择自己喜欢的生活方式....
甚至因为忙碌而被迫舍弃陪伴我多年的我的最爱___我的电脑,我的网络,我的精神的家园...
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某个烦闷而疲惫的午后
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远处传来一段忧伤、无奈、愁肠百结的旋律深深的打动了我.
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追查到音源出处,无奈主人也不知曲名..此乃别人多年前由光盘上传到电脑的...
虽然能复制到我的电脑上...但是,我真的很渴望知道作者是谁,创作的背景及演奏者是谁....
因为我是很久很久没发现令我动容的音乐,又或者说,我疲惫的身心已经麻木或冰封许久许久了...
我真的很渴望知道哦......
主人说,十年前的光盘可能在老家中某处能找到...于是,有了一次深夜驱车去主人的老家寻找光盘的旅程..
(唉,我还是那么执迷...也许对别人来说,那只是一首普通的音乐,可是,对我而言..那是一首珍贵的心曲...)
很幸运!我找到啦...
于是,我知道了bindu,知道了Fonix Musik,知道了自丹麦的新世纪音乐....,
这是阿迪现在的心声...《stillness of dicksonlu's heart》
也许,这首曲会成为我的最爱心曲...历久不变...
