Getitng up early in the morning ,or more properly, having had a sleepless night, I reachedaconclution that some of my dreams don't coincide.
When the first beam of sunlight begun to penetrate my body, every living cell is still hovering between fantasy and reality, which is a kind of feeling accompanying insomnia, I guess. Wherever, just a feeling, the feeling I used to be addicted to but hate now. I struggled to shand on my feet,fleeingthe feeling, but my body resisted the order."NOW!NOW!Suit yourself!" I thought.
Back to square one, I decided to seeksomeclues in dreams, througth my subconsciousness, whichI thinkknows all the answers. Gradually, my vision was blurred.The clock in front of mereceded in the distance. Somethingfamiliar was becoming more and more visible.Stars! Innumerable stars twinkling in the sky! "Gorgeous!" I screamed, walking towards them, step by step. Gradually, Sprinkle soaked my hair.Bracing breeze shuffled my scarf.And I could smellthe scent of wild flowers hidden in the grass. It just felt like a dream in dream. All of a sudden, I ceased. I hesitated." Where are they leading me? Am I on the right path? "I kept asking myself, standing like a sculpture…………
That's all what I could remember when I woke up. Gross!
Star! Somebody once wrote "Do not be afraid of darkness, because only in the darkness that you can see the stars, and those stars will lead you." Lead me! But to where?If you don't know the answer, like me, why don't we cease and alter our angle. Maybe we are the frame of reference! In other words, it's us that are leading those stars!
Somebody once said "If I could rearrange thesequenceof those letters in the alphabet, I'd like to make 'u' nextto 'i' ."
A couple of days ago, I'd like to make 'A' next to 'u' ,if I could.
As for now, I am not sure.
