life isn't easy

    today i feel not well, i don't know why! maybe is my job, at the first three weeks i don't feel i was tired, but now i am a little tired! i think dealing the relatinship between the people is a big problem for me! i have no idea of how to deal with it! the problem of my brother also annoyed me, sometimes i am escaping and don't want to think of it! this problem make my families feel uneasy, either. is there anyboay can give me some advice?
    i also think the life is of no interest, i don't know the goal of my life! is my goal just to earn money as much as possible? for me,myself?! i always say i should creat good conditions for my children, how can i keep on!
    i must find some power to drive me on!