原来我只是个小丑而已

Former pledge
Don't you say to me it's just an expression
So why did you give me hope don't hurt me so would make you happy
If so
Which well I admit you win
I lose oneself lose the pain to pieces
Now you satisfied
Maybe I wouldn't get happiness
Just my fantasy love too
Finally only then can result in injury to the pain of cannot breathe
But also thank you ever let me have a beautiful fantasy
So I respect you as long as you happiness, happy is great
I will never disappear in front of you is this what you want the result I praise thee
As long as you just happy I hurt myself to go to bear is
Hehe now feel really good funny
Like a clown as he knows he won't have happiness
Still silly to look forward to
Until the end of his injury was so thoroughly
Later I such clown or hiding in nobody see corner better
At least not sad not shed tears won't be so tired
The clown now only hiding in their corner
Go slowly put their wound healing
The clown afraid really afraid she now just quietly in own corner of his injury recuperate
That's all【曾经的誓言算什么
难道你对我说的话 只是随口说说而已
既然这样你为什么要给我希望 难道这样伤害我是会让你开心吗
如果是的话
哪好吧 我承认 你赢了 
我输了 把自己输的 痛到体无完肤
现在你满意了吗
也许是我本来就不会得到幸福吧 
只是我自己太爱幻想
最后才会导致自己伤到痛的无法呼吸
不过也谢谢你曾经让我有过美好的幻想
就这样我尊重你 只要你幸福开心就好
我会永远消失在你面前这是你想要的结果我成全你
只要你开心就好  我受的伤自己去承受便是
呵呵  现在感觉自己真的好可笑 
就像一个小丑一样明知道自己不会有幸福
还傻傻的去期盼
到最后把自己伤的是那样彻底
以后我这样的小丑还是躲在没人看得到的角落好点
最起码不会伤心  不会流泪 不会那么累
小丑现在只有躲在自己的角落里
去慢慢的把自己的伤口复原
小丑害怕了真的怕了 她现在只想静静的在自己的角落把自己的伤疗养好
就这样而已 】