I have been working here for 4 months,
However i haven't contacted anyone but my family ............
I miss the moment the campus life
i miss the moment with my friends .
on campus
i was introverted
step into the society
i am also introverted
i know i need change myself just for the future career ......................................
time is flying
look and see the past what i went through
so many things forgetten
so many people was losting
especially a teacher of mine
i will give you what you had ever given me !
i know
i just know how to cherish the present
present is a present
if you will really try
you will find there is no need to cry
at high school
i always cry in a corner
everyday
everyday i did cry
too much pressure from family and study
but nobody can understand me , more or less
i have few friends during my schooling
i have no word talk with anyone
even though my close family
at college ,
i also stay with myself
but i am not cry any more .
maybe i know the burden on my shoulder
maybe i was changed by someone
i don't want to see my dear parents so tired for my school
so
i have no choice but getting stronger .
now , i graduated from my school and work for everyday alone
some close friends always say that i have many many difficulties that no one can imagine
so many trouble has gone
what can get me ???
some times ,
i am thinking of finding someone can spare the rest of my life
he can take care of me all my life
i don't know where he is
maybe someday in the future
i can find it .........................................................................................
i can find my happiness
i am so sorry i didn't accept your kindness .
i am so sorry........................................................................................................
