傻瓜都一样、不懂得悲伤 . . .

一直都觉得自己很不完美
                                       这样不好那样不好
                                       每天都过的很烦,很烦
                                       很自卑,很自卑
                                       每天晚上都睡不着
                                       习惯了听着音乐睡觉
                                       也许只有在音乐里才能找到那种真实的感觉吧
                                       人
                                       有时真的好虚伪
                                       但我不会因此而看不起任何人
                                       因为我知道他有他的苦衷
                                       的确
                                       他只是想掩饰着不想让别人知道的东西而已
                                       就如我
                                       有时我也觉得自己好虚伪
                                       明明过的不开心
                                       却笑的很灿烂
                                       明明心里很难受
                                       嘴里却说着我不在乎
                                       明明自己很自卑
                                       却经常在朋友面前表现的很自恋
                                       明明 .....
                                       却     ....                          
                                       呵呵
                                        这就是我
                                        一个虚伪的我
                                        别人不懂的我
                                        在别人看来我很幸福,很快乐
                                        我幸福吗?我快乐吗?
                                       其实只有我自己才知道!