After tonight, I will not I!

              Dear ..... this may be my last one log!
   Tonight's the night I slept, sitting in parks, people coming and going, I seem to be drunk? Why do I have such a sober, clear-headed can feel the heart ache! Still bleeding! Early spring night, is still very cold, 10 fingers are still cold, uh, a big breath, want to warm a warm, but found that finger is still so cold. Want to use smoke to paralysis of their own .... a pick one. Thought she said all these Citeng every word my heart ..!., I are still to give his knife again, why I say every sentence to its own pumping heart hurts! I choked back tears will not flow! I know that at the moment .... you are hurt because you hurt me even more distressed!
       I said I would like to quietly, because I can not afford! I do not want to say anything, I'm afraid what I said, letting you sad ... just want quiet! At the moment I just want to quietly hide in the darkness, the silence in the dark to think of you. Keep clear memories, think of you and I quarrel every day, day after day spend the day, the phone all day, the situation of those piercing words!! Want to keep their heads up again, tears dripping. A lot of feeling helpless and clear The memories in my mind, fingers dancing on the phone at the same time bear in mind the twin bursts of grief with the Su Zhao, chest inside has a tear in inexplicable pain..
        You told me to pull you from the QQ black out, I do not know how should I do? I really do not know, I was afraid I deleted the one on behalf of I really want to give up! I'm afraid I have to delete the phrase again You lost hope, I am so scary about that feeling!! Do not force me to you? my heart Haoteng! because love you, I have intentions of calling you again and again, because love you, I forgot to self-esteem again and again waiting for you . Because love you, I eventually forgot himself. Your last sentence completely destroyed the me! I chose silence silence ... but I have caused you and me today! Time and again destroyed by you, my broken wings like broken my heart, dripping anxiously blood. God in heaven watching me cold, no smile. I asked myself, I am ready? I did not, I know that no matter how long my time, I can not bear the pain they have to make full preparations. Today, today, when the pain comes, I still feel sad.
         If love is to endure, if the love is unselfish, if the love is selfless. Then I also enough Dong Ai.
            I just want to own a heart out, in front of you Pengdao