[顶] 心痛到自残

                                                       心痛到了学会了自残，

                                                       左手上刻上去的心

                                                       还有那2个字母

                                                     都是为了什么？

                                                   想要记住曾经的一切

                                                   但回不去了，

                                                  力不从心

                                                 把心和字母都重新划去

                                                 一刀一刀

                                              血丝从手上一条条映出

                                             但却不疼

                                              真的  真的 一点都不疼

                                             只是流泪了

                                            这几天哭了多久

                                             连自己都忘了

                                            从一开始我就错了

                                            一切都是自己造成的不是吗？

                                           心痛到学会自残

                                           曾经认为狠痛的

                                            但发现当心痛时

                                           自己刻下去的东西

                                                真的就不痛了

                                                  强颜欢笑

                                              最后连自己都分不清

                                                我是真的开心吗？