最近一直晚睡，晚到让我自己都感到害怕。最近一直自闭，不联系家人，不联系朋友，整个自己也变得消极，不快乐，不好。很多重心也偏移了工作。我很害怕。因为我不快乐。
所以我开始思考，思考，想把一切想清楚。
feel like shit at this moment. 再熬夜身体也会毁了的。我怀念那个之前的自己，真的怀念。是谁把她弄丢了，那个无论何时都会笑，那个任何人看到都觉得平静美好，那个认真勤恳诚信的自己，那个善良的自己，你去了哪里， 请不要离我太远，请回到我体内。
Just come back to me. I need you now and forever.
Everything's gonna be alright. I have to cheer up. I want to be the one I used to be.
work, family, friends, and me myself. all needs my attention.
for my love. jut let it be.
I'm still alive, which I really should not feel sad or find any excuses for having a good life. I just met my hardest time. it will pass over. I believe in that.
put yourself together. wake up tomorrow and enjoy at work, set a target, go for it and relax yourself at home. balance your work and life. you can do it. a little progress makes a big difference.
go for bed. sweetie.
Love you.
sleep well.
