夜深

                         把自己藏在被窝里.

                         努力的闭上眼睛.

                         好让自己可以安然的睡去.

                         可是脑海里面的那些画面老是挥之不去.

                         在窒息的沉默中碎碎念.

                         拿起手机一遍一遍的看着那些信息.

                         一遍一遍的看着那些通话记录.

                         一遍又一遍的想起那些日子.

                         突然觉得心里一阵阵的难受.

                         以为用那点酒精来麻痹着自己也会不再去想.

                         可是我错了.

                         夜晚强颜欢笑.与酒混杂.

                         看着她们疯狂.

                         才发现自己原来是那么的苍白无力.

                         乱了自己也乱了生活.

                         越期待越失望.

                         嘴巴再逞强.

                         眼睛也无力支撑...