a sense of lose

     One day in the morning my father told me wether i want to sign up for the army.The mind is changing evry second cause i never thought it before but i said yes without doubt.The reality is not like what i think, so i am just adjust to it.
     Actually,i only think about the escaping from this school,maybe anything i will say yes if i can get away from here.
     jioning the army is not a easy thing.That is linked to the power and money.The newspaper says it will open and transparent but there are lots of bound to kick you out.I have no money and priority,some easy life just ready for the people with the power and money.
     So that is what i learn from the society.You should have the power and money,even you don't have it so you should try hard to change the actuality.
     I am a little short to meet the standard,so i am afraid that i can not escape from here.now i have nothing to do just try harder to study and own the everything all by myself. Fighting!~!fighting!~1~!~1