《天下足球》，苏格兰和乌克兰之间的欧洲杯预选赛，一场阳光下的比赛，进球的苏格兰球员兴奋地跑向球迷，对比舍普琴柯们落寞的神情。
我忽然发现，我也需要一场阳光，扫掉一身阴霾。
还记得上次踢球是从泸州回来后，在阳光下，撒欢了脚丫子跑，还难得进了球，虽然被人一直叫“逼一个，逼一个”，但是玩儿得很是尽兴。
一直自恋地以为，自己专注和在操场上撒欢时是最性感的。但是，很久没有专注过某事了，似乎任何事情都不能让我静下心来做，包括游戏。总是下一个，安一个，然后删一个。而生活轨迹中，操场也渐渐被忘记了，只留下记忆中的片断。
老是阴冷的天，偶尔一丝亮光也只是误以为的太阳，就好像偶尔的一丝细节都让我以为是希望。生活了二十一年的四川，习惯了二十一年的气候，今年却让我很落寞。天气预报说再过几天有一次强降温，把这个阶段直接过渡掉吧，直接去到冬天，然后一场暖阳扫去阴霾，让全身都舒坦。
成都，爱情只有八个月，伤呢？
有人注意到我页面里面添加了背景音乐没？RadioHead的《Creep》，最近很喜欢
Radiohead - Creep
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When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run running out...
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.
