where is my future?

i m always a girl changed by other elements,even my future....actually i planed to go to Spain to continue my study,but now since i knew my honey,i should think about this,if i go to Spain,can our track of life still cross?i must consider this,coz i really love him,we r so match for each other....i dont want to give up him,but if i make this decision,that means i have to struggle for that little chance to go to USA,for me,not rich,no background,what is waiting for me is still not clear.......think about this,i feel more burdens ,but thanks for my honey,he gives me lots of comforts,he said whatever happened he ll protect and support me so that we can be together through our life......piggy,u r such a good guy i ve ever met,hope that we can do our best to be together,than u give me so deep love,thank Anla bless me and bring u to me......