I have been feeling sad and painful recently . Every morning when I get my consciousness and open my eyes, a kind of painfulness always hits my heart and makes me very depressed. Those sets of scenes running in my mind, I get into a state of bitter memories.
At this moment, I still do not know how to get out of the abyss . My mind is full of all kinds of conflicts. I want to give up, but can not receive the truth of my failure. I have thought that I can wait until new chance comes to me although it is hopeless. But the most rational decision may be that I get back from the wrong way and walk on new road . How can I do, my God? How painful I am, you know? Am I able to forget everything and put myself into new life? I don’t know.
However, I believe the power of the time, for time could let anything become simple and not that important. Let time and fate make decision……
