at such the moment now~
the feelings are so complicated and it is not easy to say in words~
but just immerged in the feelings~
there are always sth not easy to say it is right or wrong~
it is kind of comprehensive system~
and i am just a single part maybe the tiny part in it~
as is known to us all~
if you can not change the world ,pls change yourself~
but there is also a obvious truth:we know we can not change the thing around ~
but even ourselves~
does that mean we would not like to make decision to change?
or we can not at all?
maybe A,maybe B,maybe both~
who know?who care?
once i ask myself :who knows what will happen tomorrow?
and a nice and warm heart old womman said to me:
the god know~
and she is so warm-hearted to introduce the Jesus to me~
and ask if i got the free time to vist their pray class~
i did not get any clue at all~
i do not know what the connection between this two things either~
every one wannt be somebody~
and at least to have something accomplished~
and get a spark life~
of course the truth is most of us is average~
just enjoy the simple and easy life~
msybe the only key point is the big change,the opportunity in the life~
when it comes,you got it hold in the hand~
and before we hold such the key~
just face the true life and make your preparation for the unsure future~
future~
thousand years has gone with wind when millions of people imagine the excellent condition and happy life in future and the opportunity~
