I wonder why did that girl send a message to me
why did you keep silent without any explanation ,however
I ought to believe you love me deeply and you aren't willing to treat me flippantly or understand you haven't wanted to retrieve whatever yet
I would like to require why I am not your happiness any longer
Nevertheless why I said that I understsood everything,smiling bitterly
Self-respect always is burdensome,leading the love windingly
Pretending to comprehend is for fear of undisguised reality
wretch is more grievous than loss
what I cherished the memory of is we talk about everything
what I cherished the memory of is dreaming tegether
what I cherished the memory of is I still possess the impulse of loving you after quarreling
I remember the birthday that year and a song,memorizing that starlit sky ,the tightest right hand ,the warmest heart.
what I cherished the memory of is that being moved without saying any word
what I cherished the memory of is the absolute passion
what I cherished the memory of is you begged me to forgive you so excitedly that made me feel painful when holding me in your arms
I remember you stood at the back ,I shivered at the same time,remembering bursting into tears,the most gorgeous fireworks,the longest embrace
who loved excessively
who overdid further
who seized my heart
who forgot that is the promise
who walked on his own
who forgot taking care of me
who let love become heavy
who forgot giving you gentleness
let it go ,I gave up, simulating to be free&easy
whether someone understand I hate to part with or not
loving so much
therefore I am not crying
without saying a single word
