life of repercussion

         in the final analysis ,the life was a sheath . when you decided to undertake the responsibility ,something did not always turn out the way you wished .you could only bear it with knowing no end one by one . you were fully aware that it was just a sleeve you were also duty-bound not to turn back but pitfalled the abyss .formerly i felt a stable job beneath their dignity to do it .i knew it with the cost of mature .the childhood was free from all anxieties . therefore it just belonged to the past .you could recollect the glorious time and could not regard it as your life's criterion .you never know how hard a task is until you have done it yourself !