3.29

今天我的眼睛肿了。
                                                             昨晚哭过。
                                                             他放弃我了，
                                                             不再留恋。。。

                                                             我错了吗？
                                                             为什么你要在乎我的过去
                                                             为什么你硬要揭开我的伤疤
                                                              你好残忍！

                                                              那是我心里的秘密
                                                              不管那些是痛苦的还是甜蜜的回忆
                                                              不愿与你分享
                                                               你不了解

                                                               昨晚心好痛
                                                               就是那种，伤口还没有长好被你硬生生撕开的痛
                                                               然后又血淋淋的告诉我
                                                               以前的以前都是我在自己骗自己

                                                               你的目的达到了
                                                               成功了    你的好处呢？
                                                               作弄一下还不知道天高地厚的我？
                                                               还是你也会痛？

                                                               难道这就是你想要的？

                                                               我们开始的太草率
                                                               所以我们不了解对方
                                                               我不知道你到底在意的是什么
                                                               是我的过去  还是我的现在

                                                               如果是我的现在
                                                               你要知道 我，是你的女朋友
                                                               不是其他人的

                                                                你到现在还不知道我为了什么和你在一起
                                                               其实是你的那些话
                                                               其实我从一开始我就在逃避
                                                               直到我逃避不了了，

                                                                真的，其实一开始你就不是我喜欢的类型
                                                                你知道的。
                                                                要不然我也不会告诉你我以前的男朋友是干什么的
                                                                 如果我真的感觉是你我不会像现在一样

                                                                 但是我知道 ，如果我答应你
                                                                我会陷进去，又会受一次伤
                                                                自己又多痛一次
                                                                好傻  呵

                                                                其实你何尝不是为了一个承诺而一直苦守
                                                                你一直都再告诉自己
                                                                对下个女朋友要认真
                                                                很不幸，我成为了那个女人

                                                                之所以会变成今天这样
                                                                为什么？
                                                                 因为我们一开始就是一个错
                                                                 当你回过神来犹豫时
                                                                 我被套牢

                                                                  所以这是你想追求的？
                                                                  恭喜你，你成功了。
                                                                  不只你要想想，我也要好好想想。
                                                                  该不该下决定

                                                                  我要好好考虑
                                                                  我们之间该怎么继续
                                                                  这次是我做决定。。。