Sorry didn't really talk much because things just went so fast and unexpected. After reading (almost finished) the book that I bought, I realize where I am. I like paragrahp which was written in the book and should share with you. The things that I did previously done was from my heart. Love - The love is not simple and straight forward in this case.May be you think I am making up an excuse. For you it may be but anyway, I know you have already got all the answers in your heart. Anyway, will post it in my blog for sharing later today. We both are old and no energy to play around....