Hey, where shall I start again? I think I did explain how I see our relationship. I am sorry to put you in this situation. I am not playing around and I don't like to play. For this time, I am definitely not playing around and I take it so serious. I have already explained my reason. I think you know my point. I miss you a lot but something that you and I cannot change. You have already got your family and the situation is diff. So for me,I am not getting anywhere. There are so many things I wanted to do together but I cannot. I need to hold onto all the feelings. I know the moment if I tell you all my feeling you & I will definetely be very sad as both of us cannot change the world and I must say I miss you sooo much. But what can I do? So I cannot say I give up, I think I am stuck here and not getting elsewhere. Life, you mentioned we meet in the right time this time. To me it is definetly the wrong time again. I am sorry to give you so much pressure that the last time I blamed on you. May be we never talk much as I did get a bit of angry after you left me. I must say I did want to spend my life with you at that time. But I guess as of now, things I cannot change and should not change, I need to leave it. Woman and man has different feelings on partner. You understand what type of woman I am. I am not coming for what you think "sex"....