Once my father told me that “If you love two persons, select the second, because you will not love someone else if you truly love the first”. To be frank ,I really follow my father’s words. Meanwhile, I got another one “If you love a girl, it's better to fight for her happiness than to abandon her for the sake of her happiness.” We met at the wrong time ,but separated at the right time ,the most urgent thing is to take the most beautiful scenery and to make them alive in our heart.
I would like to spend my whole life with the very one who make me feel happy, rather than the one i have to express. But why am I so afraid to lose you when you are not even mine? Every time you come to my mind, I realize l am smiling, I realize I am still alive. The worst thing in the world is just sitting right beside someone knowing that you cannot have “it”. If u have decided to leave, please do not comfort me because each sewing is like a sting, I do not want any excuses no matter what u say.
Meeting you is fate, becoming your friend is a choice, but falling in love you is out of my control .i really hate how much I love u. sometimes when you say “I am ok” ,I know you just want someone to look in your eyes ,hug you tight and say “I know u are not”. I know u are on QQ at night, I really want to talk with you, but I feel like i am disturbing u. sometimes you pretend to be a happy angle, I know that you just want to stop someone else asking you what has happened. I know you just need someone who will know you even when no words are spoken. If a manask me why I still love u, I feel that it cannot be expressed by answering, just because that was her, because that was me. one minute to have a crash on some one ,an hour to like someone ,one day to love someone ,but whole life to forget someone.
I guess when you looking at these words would make you laugh., but you would never know me looking these would make me cry.
