最近··我变了····

最近····不知道··为什么·····我觉得···我变了···
      我觉得···自己···
好伤感·········
好失落·········
好无奈·········
好失败·········
好悲伤··········
好痛苦··········
               我告诉自己······我应该··振作起来的····
           这样···只会··伤害我··自己······
            我很想听自己······
                可是······心······还是··不停的·····震动·····不停的···去想····
                 让我··怎么去忘记呢··········
                为什么····人一但谈上了···爱情······就会有无数的··伤····来陪伴呢······为什么····而幸福··苆只有··那么的····一瞬间·······
                 我想·····幸福····应该···只会···出现···在··童话式吧·······
                         幸福···是离我远···还是··近···我已经····不知道了···
                  因为···我的··心···在迷茫着····