born fragile

i am like a low quality porcelain, or a zombie holding the bomb box trembly walking ahead, i don't know what i am afraid of, but i am afraid of everything, i used to blame my parents for being to harsh to me, but now i think i am born to be like this, i can see my whole view of my life, nothing better than now, even worse when growing old, i tried hard, my characteristic is the prison for my life. it keeps me inside a fixed situation all the time.