So what?You may think someone who have made me so mad everyday.A girlfriend?Love? homework? Bosh.Nobody could imagine my school life nowadays.
Usually i want to choose killing myself when some difficulties and setback happen around me.But every time i give it up.Cause i don't think out a proper way and reason to end my life.As saying goes:Life is so short.We should treat everyday well.However,i wasn't always feeling happiness even if some friends and my parents care me so much.Am i a strange man?You could call me that.But please believe me.in a fact,i haven't any sick in spirit.i only am weaker in terms of philosophy
Sometime i even hate myself.I haven't trust my ability any longer.It's terrible,isn't it.Now,i don't want to believe anybody.Cause i feel any friends will be likely to hurt me.For examle,they treat me as a stupid child and make fool of me.I can't stand it any way.Although they explain that"Just a joke"Oh Really?a joke.?A joke will be a horrible invasion of words,which beat me a loser.Idon't want to have this feeling of frustration.
